The universe has awarded me this tendency of initiating and/or establishing relationships at the exact moment that it becomes too late for such a relationship to be worth pursuing whole-heartedly. It happened back in '06, when a girlfriend of mine didn't think we were close enough for us to survive a one-month hiatus while she traveled internationally. It happened in the summer of '08, after meeting someone in Las Vegas who I instantly clicked with, only to have to move back to Los Angeles a few weeks later. It happened in the spring of '09, when I met someone who would become my girlfriend, but our single month as a couple in LA wouldn't be enough to keep us together for the duration of the summer, while I was back home in Vegas and she was up north near San Francisco, and also traveling internationally for a month.
And now it recurs again, while I take interest in an old high school friend, but only days before having to move once again back to Los Angeles for my fourth year of college. Currently, I can only wonder when my residence will sit in one place long enough for me to meet, interact, and connect with someone. When will my time with someone be enough time to be ready for something?
That's all for now, I suppose.
~Vaniah Schwenoha
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